WaitIt’s the coldest night of the year That you make me wait My nose is red, my feet are numb [also] From standing for hours on end Though I won’t allow myself to sit The gate is much too tall for thatWait
Tears are freezing down my face And darkening me cheeks Smoke is melting in my mouth And darkening my lungs
My thoughts are racing to the worst And my memories aren’t good enough To suppress the nightmares Or kill the worry That took over my mind
Any footsteps or headlights Make my heart sink
It’s you
MethylphenidateI watch my chest move up and down Pound in and out Time is sliding by so slow It’s hard to remember to breathe sometimes But it feels as though not breathing would still give me life Only for a second Then I’m gasping for airMethylphenidate
I can feel all of my blood flowing through my veins And I can hear it pulsing through my brain I can see every bit of my body shaking Although it looks like it’s just my skin And my lungs, again, are giving in I feel like I'm rising out of myself Then I'm heavily falling down
And this is what you
SubtleI can remember the last time I saw you in your eyes Now I just look through frames It was a long stretch from self being to lay down and explainSubtle
Light flashing through two windows used to mean so much to me Now it's hollowed out in form Replaced by just a memory, considerably torn
If I could have one wish, I'd wish to change the way things went I'd give back all of my knowledge just to have you once again
I've seen subtle hints that the beast just wants to leave I've seen subtle signs that you still want to be with me I've seen subtle gestures that quietly say &n
